Hi, Iām holly.
My true spiritual journey came about from a very intense need to heal.
I have always felt sensitive to things unseen, but I had no idea how connected spiritual health was to physical health. I didn't know my own thoughts and feelings were affecting the chronic diseases and illnesses I struggled with. What I experienced is called a "Shamanic Crisis". I went through near death experiences, both physically and mentally, to become the healer I needed for myself. In the span of about two years I endured five staph infections, some which almost took my life. I was in a deep and painful depression, running from myself and my reality. As my health worsened, I became increasingly sensitive and started having interactions with the dark beings and spirits everywhere. I could not rest or even hear myself think, as this propelled me into my breaking point. It was time to face my darkness, accept and learn how to use my gifts, and pull myself out. Learning Reiki and having an intuitive mentor was the most revolutionary shift in my life. I dove passionately into expanding my consciousness to free myself from the agonizing reality I was living in. Shamanism and energy work fit into my life like a glove - like I finally became who I was always meant to be. My spiritual growth was intense and fast - it was almost like remembering. I intended to love every aspect of myself, to forgive everything I hated, to accept everything I am. The peace I found in my body and in my life immediately followed. The health I craved was next. These things I thought I was doomed to suffer with forever, all slipped away as I accepted my worthiness. This led me to seeing myself in everyone around me. It's hard for people my age to feel connected, confident, content, and optimistic. I see the pain of each generation and lack of self love everyone struggles with. My desire is to empower you to learn how to love and heal yourself.
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